I'm done

 I lay here in bed

my head swirling with thought

The alcohol has taken control 

for me I am not

I bounced ideas 

like a basket ball

Like that convoluted echo 

sounding down the hall

I twist the words 

Yours and mine

I make them what I want 

Or what I seem to need at the time

I can't help but be negative 

It's all you have shown

This world that is yours 

You've made.it.your own

I break and I shatter 

No matter the matter

Steel or stone

I am broken to the bone

My soul has faded

Long evaporated 

I can only embrace 

Embrace the suck 

I take it all in 

and.blame it on luck 

I pull the handle 

On life's commode 

Flushing myself 

Like a turd from the chode

Flush away the stank

Flush away the corrode

I won't be gone 

But my absence will hold

My body lie rotting 

In a forest of shit 

I can't help but

.pray for it

Worns take my flesh 

Shrooms take the rest

I'm forver.gone

And that's for the best